This is why I shouldn’t drink. This is why I shouldn’t think. Fuck that I give up in pretending. Fuck that I give up on my happy ending. This is why I shouldn’t think. Cause thinking of you brings me to the brink. But fuck that, no more pretending. Fuck that. You make a nightmare my happy ending.
I love you so much. The way you fit in my hand. How every issue seems to fade the longer you’re around. You get into my system, pump yourself into my blood stream. Its like if I get too much of you I get dizzy. I guess it’s because I love you so much. From the first moment you entered my life I knew it. I knew I would keep needing more. You’re my favorite addiction. The best kind of poison. I can enjoy you at night when the earth is frozen. Even in the hottest, longest day. I’m old enough now to say, I love you so much. As pathetic as i may be, Please don’t ever go away.
